Saturday, January 23, 2010

memento

just finished watching the movie Memento from 2000. needless to say it was one of the greatest crime thrillers i've seen. the movie is done in reverse. the ending is the beginning and so on... I cannot believe I fell for it. now as much as I would love to spoil the movie for those of you haven't seen it, I wont. watch it. it's amazing. highly recommended by me, if that even means anything.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

resolution

3:09 PM. good afternoon. i've been really interested lately in celebrity gossip. i never was a sucker for perez hilton or us weekly, but that has changed. i still don't understand why younger attractive people believe that they need to be MORE attractive just to fit in with todays culture and high standards of the industry.





america's sweetheart and infamous child star, dakota fanning, has transformed into something unreal. she is beautiful, but she is only 15 and she resembles a 25 year old. hollywood makes these kids grow up too fast. and what's the deal with heidi montag? 30 procedures in one day... $30,000. not too bad. at first glance i didnt even know who it was! her face it too square and her nose is too narrow, don't even get me started on the rest of her body.  i honestly could care less what these people do to themselves, just as long as they're happy in the long run.

why all this? i want to reinvent myself. no im not getting plastic surgery. i've realized that people often take advantage of me. i'm a nice person but i'm not going to be a doormat any longer. i used to care what people thought of me, and if you're going to judge me... don't be my friend. whatever. over the past year i've discovered who my true friends are.

i've become a fan of ranting lately.
my interview went well yesterday.
and i'm not filming my movie anymore

COOL
pce

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

rebirth.

1:14 AM. good morning. the shooting challenge has begun and i received my script a day early! i've been reworking it and trying to make it my own, but it's pretty hard to stay within the rules. NO sva students, NO filming at sva.... NOTHING. so i might go back home to try and mooch off my friends "acting skills." i need to finish (start) editing my project, abandon hope. yikes.

ON SUNDAY: i saw these guys
passion pit


brahms
http://www.myspace.com/brahmsisaband



needless to say passion pit was AMAZING. the band, brahms, opened for them and apparently it was their first show. n00bz. they were beyond awesome and worth checking out! i couldn't believe they were unsigned. that band, Tragedy, wasn't as bad as i thought they would be! they put on a crazy and hilarious show filled with glitter, ass cheeks, and sex. glorious. a girl threw up next to me during their encore of stayin' alive. this created a huge circle in the crowd. people assumed there was SO MUCH SPACE up front where i was, so unknowingly they stepped right in the puke. they deserved it.

TODAY i had my first acting class. after freaking out an hour prior to it, i wasn't ready to get up in front of the class and "act." to be honest, i had a lot of fun. it wasn't as bad as I thought and i cant wait until next class.

welp this was really long and obnoxious.
i have an internship interview this friday! super stoked.
night world.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

new york

1:36 PM. good afternoon. i'm officially back in nyc! my room is quiet and cold. it was still decorated for christmas, i packed everything up and redecorated a bit. i keep nailing things into the wall..... i'll probably have to pay for that at the end of the semester. oh well. I NEED A TABLE CLOTH! i swear new yorkers dont believe in table cloths or something, because i cannot find any. i went into four stores today and got a plastic one which looked like a dark pink/orange. FALSE. it was red. i really dont like red at all. it's really stupid because its see through so you can still see the hideous drawings on the table. dicks. i want a spring one with tons of flowers and bright colors, but i doubt i'll find one here.

TONIGHT i'm going to see PASSION PIT at terminal 5. i'm pretty excited about them but not for the opening band... Tragedy- A Metal Tribute to The Bee-Gee's. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it can be either really good or really really bad.


WELP i want my suitemates to come back now.
bye.


OH PS. i watched julie and julia last night. it was a cute movie about the joys of cooking and how these two women, despite the different time periods 1946 and 2002, clicked. The girl Julie randomly started a blog like this.... and it got me thinking.... NO ONE WOULD FUCKING READ IT. do people just lurk around blogspot and read blogs? oh god.

im done now.