christmas past

1:28AM. good morning. christmas is officially over, well it has been for a day... but i feel like now its over over. i had a family party today and there was too many people and too much food. but it was beyond amazing. santa was good to me this year, i honestly cant complain. um christmas eve was a bust, besides the fact i continued my holiday tradition with my grandparents and aunt. minus my dad. i haven't cried that hard in a while.


da da daaaaaa. i need to wash my hair.


i want it to snow again so i can go sleigh riding and have an excuse to be lazy.
i think i have an incomplete in one of my classes!

GOODNIGHT

let it snow.

12:48 AM. good morning. i watched three movies today and attempted to finish my research paper. fail. kids, ferris bueller's day off and the breakfast club. movie wise, success. i'm so tired from doing absolutely nothing. when i looked outside my window this morning AKA 2pm, it was snowing. i was beyond happy and i felt like a kid in a candy store. at that very moment i wanted to be home, sleigh riding with my pals. break is so close. tuesday i'll be back in jersey, thank goodness. i've been here for so long it feels like. i want christmas music, christmas tree, christmas movies, christmas traditions. i want my family. WAH. i want to cuddle up with bobby and my pups and play uke and drink hot cocoa.

goodnight world
hopefully there will be more snow on the ground tomorrow.
i'll post pictures from my view :D

you've got red on you.

1:05 AM. good morning. im currently laying in bed in my pjs watching my favorite movie, alone. shaun of the dead.


removing the head or destroying the brain.

hurt.

1:23 AM. good morning. yesterday was pretty interesting. i woke up at 1. studied in my pjs for my finals tomorrow, started my research paper and received an email back from that internship place. they asked for my resume, not too bad. no one is in my dorm now because they are all doing last minute printing for finals. it kinda sucks being alone in a all white dorm room. its cold and awkward. i really just want to go home and enjoy my christmas tree, friends and family. i really wish things could be easier. eh i shouldn't complain, a lot of people are worse off than me.

i drew hearts on the back of my phone case, they are starting to get rubbed off. pussy pussy bang bang. chad singing "cum on me." im still in my pjs.

im hungry. tired. annoyed. upset. anxious.

goodnight

good time to become a blogger

1:09 AM. good morning. i'm trying to put myself out there. i just made a website to get my films off the ground. it's a hard thing to do when you're in such a big city. dog eat dog. i applied for an internship which i probably wont get. i've been locked out of my dorm twice in the past week. i have two finals on thursday and a screening of my rough cut for production. i realized i have no thought process or structure when writing this.... sorry. my room smelt like kittens and dog food today. the security guard thinks dominoes pizza is made by cats OR made out of cats. either one works for me. i've been listening to empire of the sun a lot recently, they are amazing. watch their music video for "walking on a dream" it wont disappoint. bye.