under water

10:31 pm. good evening. architecture in helsinki on repeat please. I just ate marshmallow twists and drank a yoo-hoo at the same time, I might go into sugar shock. or develop a large cavity. I was supposed to do a lot of things today but somehow didn't end up doing any of them. I kept getting sidetracked by a so called movie premier in the theater. on my way to pick up my film with a class-mate, we heard that the movie Kick Ass was being premiere, so we went a snooped around. fail. my wrist hurts. i repotted Lasagna and she's looking mighty fine.

yesterday I came back to nyc from my long, relaxing spring break. my town had been hit by that huge north eastern and started to flood. luckily I got out of there before my mom got an emergency call telling everyone to evacuate. receiving a hysterical phone call from her made my heart sink. I then received multiple texts from my friends who lived in the same town as me asking me where I was going etc. sadly enough I couldn't help anyone due to the fact I was in NYC. we don't get new 12 here so I had to lurk around google to find out what was happening. I relied souley on the third handed information from my friends. apparently a dam broke two towns away from mine, and a huge wave of water was heading towards my town. then the story changed three more times. the water was just overflowing, the dam hadn't broke, despite what the reporters said. I did some investigating. the dam that "broke" had an elevation of over 700 feet... now if that broke... well... yanno.

BUT everything is fine now, so I'm relieved I'll have a house and town to go back to :D
PCE.

i'd like to thank the academy.

good afternoon! it's 1:18 pm and I'm laying in my bed with the curtains and windows open. the weather has been amazing! I'd consider it to be spring time, hopefully the weather continues to stay like this :D
I've been home since thursday on break and needless to say it's super relaxing. I missed being home and sleeping in my own bed. I also missed my puppies, they're cuter than I remember. I'm seeing some of my best friends today, considering half of them are still in school. It couldn't be a more perfect day.

Beautiful weather + best friends = epicness

SO WTF CABLEVISION. screwing the entire universe over on the night of the oscars. touche. taking ABC off the air and then claiming a few hours later that they have "resolved the issue." they really need to stop pulling that shit, and taking the most popular stations with the most popular programs off for less than a week/ hours.

meeehhhhh. I should switch from cable to one of those fancy satellite things

PCE PCE
ps. BAHHHAHHAAHAHHA @ James Cameron.
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spring time

good evening. it's 5:43 pm and I'm bored. I haven't blogged in a while and I feel as though a lot has prevented me from doing so. school has been way too chaotic at times and the projects have become more and more overwhelming. I don't feel as if I'm as prepared as others to film my final project. it'll be my first use of dialogue and sound in a movie. MOS no more. the garbage in my kitchen has been piling up and I think I'm running out of clean utensils. i've been getting in way too over my head lately. I've taken on burdens and things I didn't need to be dealing with. I haven't gone to my internship in two weeks. between the stress of these projects and working its nearly impossible to get anything done, considering friday/ the weekend is when I film/write. I have no time. I start spring break on friday. I just want to lay in my bed at home for days and stare at my ceiling.




I selected my housing for next year, should be pretty interesting.

I cannot wait for this semester to be over




PCE

memento

just finished watching the movie Memento from 2000. needless to say it was one of the greatest crime thrillers i've seen. the movie is done in reverse. the ending is the beginning and so on... I cannot believe I fell for it. now as much as I would love to spoil the movie for those of you haven't seen it, I wont. watch it. it's amazing. highly recommended by me, if that even means anything.

resolution

3:09 PM. good afternoon. i've been really interested lately in celebrity gossip. i never was a sucker for perez hilton or us weekly, but that has changed. i still don't understand why younger attractive people believe that they need to be MORE attractive just to fit in with todays culture and high standards of the industry.

america's sweetheart and infamous child star, dakota fanning, has transformed into something unreal. she is beautiful, but she is only 15 and she resembles a 25 year old. hollywood makes these kids grow up too fast. and what's the deal with heidi montag? 30 procedures in one day... $30,000. not too bad. at first glance i didnt even know who it was! her face it too square and her nose is too narrow, don't even get me started on the rest of her body.  i honestly could care less what these people do to themselves, just as long as they're happy in the long run.

why all this? i want to reinvent myself. no im not getting plastic surgery. i've realized that people often take advantage of me. i'm a nice person but i'm not going to be a doormat any longer. i used to care what people thought of me, and if you're going to judge me... don't be my friend. whatever. over the past year i've discovered who my true friends are.

i've become a fan of ranting lately.
my interview went well yesterday.
and i'm not filming my movie anymore

COOL
pce

rebirth.

1:14 AM. good morning. the shooting challenge has begun and i received my script a day early! i've been reworking it and trying to make it my own, but it's pretty hard to stay within the rules. NO sva students, NO filming at sva.... NOTHING. so i might go back home to try and mooch off my friends "acting skills." i need to finish (start) editing my project, abandon hope. yikes.

ON SUNDAY: i saw these guys
passion pit

brahms
http://www.myspace.com/brahmsisaband


needless to say passion pit was AMAZING. the band, brahms, opened for them and apparently it was their first show. n00bz. they were beyond awesome and worth checking out! i couldn't believe they were unsigned. that band, Tragedy, wasn't as bad as i thought they would be! they put on a crazy and hilarious show filled with glitter, ass cheeks, and sex. glorious. a girl threw up next to me during their encore of stayin' alive. this created a huge circle in the crowd. people assumed there was SO MUCH SPACE up front where i was, so unknowingly they stepped right in the puke. they deserved it.

TODAY i had my first acting class. after freaking out an hour prior to it, i wasn't ready to get up in front of the class and "act." to be honest, i had a lot of fun. it wasn't as bad as I thought and i cant wait until next class.

welp this was really long and obnoxious.
i have an internship interview this friday! super stoked.
night world.

new york

1:36 PM. good afternoon. i'm officially back in nyc! my room is quiet and cold. it was still decorated for christmas, i packed everything up and redecorated a bit. i keep nailing things into the wall..... i'll probably have to pay for that at the end of the semester. oh well. I NEED A TABLE CLOTH! i swear new yorkers dont believe in table cloths or something, because i cannot find any. i went into four stores today and got a plastic one which looked like a dark pink/orange. FALSE. it was red. i really dont like red at all. it's really stupid because its see through so you can still see the hideous drawings on the table. dicks. i want a spring one with tons of flowers and bright colors, but i doubt i'll find one here.

TONIGHT i'm going to see PASSION PIT at terminal 5. i'm pretty excited about them but not for the opening band... Tragedy- A Metal Tribute to The Bee-Gee's. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it can be either really good or really really bad.


WELP i want my suitemates to come back now.
bye.


OH PS. i watched julie and julia last night. it was a cute movie about the joys of cooking and how these two women, despite the different time periods 1946 and 2002, clicked. The girl Julie randomly started a blog like this.... and it got me thinking.... NO ONE WOULD FUCKING READ IT. do people just lurk around blogspot and read blogs? oh god.

im done now.