ambitions

good afternoon. 1:06pm. I have ambitions, sims ambitions that is! I haven't been able to play it yet due to the fact that I lost my sims3. After canceling two immediate download purchases from the EA store, I have decided to just buy it, even though it is sold out of two walmarts and target. boo

today is my two year anniversary. hip hip hooray

tuesday is my twentieth birthday. hip hip not so hooray

I'm going down the shore tonight until monday afternoon to spend time with my grandparents (fathers day festivities etc) 

cya on the flip syyydeeeeeeee

<3 

doritos.

good evening/morning! its 12:28 AM. I keep tasting doritos, and that's not a good thing. I'm drinking DIET root beer, because we have nothing with sugar in the house due to the fact that my step-dad recently found out that he is a diabetic. I've had a pretty interesting day to say the least. I lounged around watching HGTV in my pjs until 3:30, then I finally got dressed and went to my heaven (Ikea) and bought blinds for my room, ate dinner then went out with DB to harass Anjie at the library while she "studied" for her finals. I sure did miss them! the weather is really bogus, my allergies have been brutal, and today I had to dig through my winter clothes. so not awesome, may.

as I mentioned in the post below this one.. I went to visit my grandma in the hospital. she had surgery on her back/spine for some discs or something. I don't know the logistics of the surgery because whenever my grandma explained them, she was hopped up on seven different kinds of medicines. she's in a rehab center for three weeks and she loves it. she's walking! eating! talking! and she just had the surgery a week ago. she's practically back to normal :D

like I said.. life has its ups and downs, but somehow we work through them. I am really blessed to have such great people in my life <3 without them, I wouldn't be where I am today

xoxo

theres a party at a rich dudes house

I FUCKING MET MITCHELL DAVIS. for those of you who do not know him, he is a youtube god and my idol. it was truly an honor and I hope someday in the near future I can legitimately hang out with him. I know that might seem a little far fetched, but hey, a girl can dream.

also, bamboozle was amazing. I made two purchases, a stheart tank and a wyld stallyns tee. I also found an "epic fail" bracelet on the ground after the motion city mosh. classic.

I love life, even though it has its ups and down.
I'm going to visit my grandma in the hospital tomorrow
<3 goodnight

we are the people

11:03 PM. good evening. it's my last night in my dorm and needless to say I'm a little bummed out. I'm pretty sure everyone is just concerned with themselves, because NO ONE is hanging out with me. thats fine I guess... instead I'm watching music videos and talking to my real friends. the entire place smells like bleach. and I took our curtains down, but forgot the blinds dont close.... sooooooo people can see in. it's going to be awesome waking up tomorrow morning. Lasagna is going to bloom one of her flowers soon, super excited for that. the flower is facing towards the window, it's a real sight to see. I wish I could shower but all of my things are packed away. I'll just be stinky for class tomorrow.

it really sucks that I've grown close to certain people towards the end of the semester. just when its time to leave. typical me. and all my friends from here live a plane ride away in some crazy state.

LAME
goodnight

power-pop.

4:51 PM. good afternoon/evening. I just finished taking my last final! the tribeca film festival is taking over our theater, causing some of the students to get a tad snippy. it rained while we were walking the home stretch. I cannot stop yawning. it's nearing the end of april and we all know what that means.... BAMBOOZLE IS APPROACHING! I don't think I've been more excited to go, then this year. the lineup is not only increasingly better from prior years, it varies with more genres. I must confess that I am actually stoked to see Ke$ha be a hot mess IRL. MGMT, drake, hanson, miss may I, my favorite highway, the maine, foxy shazam, girl talk, matt and kim, motion city, mute math, say anything, devil wears prada, steel train! maybe I'll see, I set my friends on fire, just for shits and gigs. sunday is the day to go! but I already bought my two day pass :/ hopefully they'll be killer merch tents.

this brings back memories of my first bamboozle in like 2006 caught in a mosh pit for boys like girls (ate gravel)...... med tent..... missed cute is what we aim for.... couldn't walk for days.... got beer thrown on me.... met bryce avary, dave melillo and anberlin- acquired autographs from all. MISSED THE JONAS BROTHERS. wtf. I regret my decisions now.

i'll help you break the walls down

10:57 pm. good evening. I know this cd came out over a month ago, but I recently found out about it which saddens me, because if I had known sooner I would have downloaded it.

The Rocket Summer: Of Men and Angels

The Rocket Summer brings back so many memories. I'm feeling a tad nostalgic. being my favorite band all through out high school, I recently drifted from Bryce's soothing voice and into a number of different genres. hearing about this cd not only made me wonder, where the hell has he been since 2007, but if the music has changed at all. the lyrics are still inspirational and beautiful as always, his voice seems more mature and smooth. he doesn't hit too many high raspy notes (screams) like he used too, he's mellowed out. the songs still make me want to dance and are just fun in general. he hasn't lost it. buy this cd, if you haven't already! it's on repeat. 

LAST NIGHT: I saw Miike Snow at Webster Hall. my expectations were high, as usual for shows, and they met them. I went to the show with my boyfriend and a suite mate. yesterday was unusually cold for spring time and we didn't know if there was a coat check, so we decided to venture out with only light cardigans on. needless to say we were getting menacing looks and the chills. when we got there we found out that not only was miike snow playing, BUT IT WAS ALSO THE 80'S PROM! glorious. 

Delorean

http://www.myspace.com/deloreandanz

this innocent looking band, Delorean, rocked the stage for a good half hour before hand. they reminded me of passion pit. the keyboardist was going nuts and impressed me with his awesome two step and fancy footwork. I was convinced that the lead singer of Miike Snow, Andrew Wyatt, was walking around before the show even started, checking on minor technical things. BUT after the show I not only saw who I thought was Andrew, but the REAL Andrew standing beside him. TWINZ? IMPOSTOR? I was dooped and confused. why would you hire someone who looked just like your lead singer? to throw off the fans? obvs. they stormed the stage with white masks and had an intense light show that could have given someone a seizure. standing on the balcony, I was able to see everything, including people lighting up joints and moshing. they were amazing and played a new diddy not on their original cd. so good :) I loved how they added crazy musical interludes in between songs and extended the songs by five minutes. although I was surprised they didn't play Animal for their encore, they didn't disappoint

kbye.

we still got the taste, dancing on our tongues.

4:01 pm. good afternoon. I'm pretty stoked that I am going to see these crazy d00ds on saturday:

Miike Snow

I'm expecting a pretty legit show despite it being at webster hall- sketchmo central. if I see one guido, I'll vomit. also it's pretty ironic that I made the title of this entry a song from the wild beasts, and not miike snow. gotchyaaaaaaaa! byah! 

 now if I see this, I'll totally do it

meow. 

reeses PCES

under water

10:31 pm. good evening. architecture in helsinki on repeat please. I just ate marshmallow twists and drank a yoo-hoo at the same time, I might go into sugar shock. or develop a large cavity. I was supposed to do a lot of things today but somehow didn't end up doing any of them. I kept getting sidetracked by a so called movie premier in the theater. on my way to pick up my film with a class-mate, we heard that the movie Kick Ass was being premiere, so we went a snooped around. fail. my wrist hurts. i repotted Lasagna and she's looking mighty fine.

yesterday I came back to nyc from my long, relaxing spring break. my town had been hit by that huge north eastern and started to flood. luckily I got out of there before my mom got an emergency call telling everyone to evacuate. receiving a hysterical phone call from her made my heart sink. I then received multiple texts from my friends who lived in the same town as me asking me where I was going etc. sadly enough I couldn't help anyone due to the fact I was in NYC. we don't get new 12 here so I had to lurk around google to find out what was happening. I relied souley on the third handed information from my friends. apparently a dam broke two towns away from mine, and a huge wave of water was heading towards my town. then the story changed three more times. the water was just overflowing, the dam hadn't broke, despite what the reporters said. I did some investigating. the dam that "broke" had an elevation of over 700 feet... now if that broke... well... yanno.

BUT everything is fine now, so I'm relieved I'll have a house and town to go back to :D
PCE.

i'd like to thank the academy.

good afternoon! it's 1:18 pm and I'm laying in my bed with the curtains and windows open. the weather has been amazing! I'd consider it to be spring time, hopefully the weather continues to stay like this :D
I've been home since thursday on break and needless to say it's super relaxing. I missed being home and sleeping in my own bed. I also missed my puppies, they're cuter than I remember. I'm seeing some of my best friends today, considering half of them are still in school. It couldn't be a more perfect day.

Beautiful weather + best friends = epicness

SO WTF CABLEVISION. screwing the entire universe over on the night of the oscars. touche. taking ABC off the air and then claiming a few hours later that they have "resolved the issue." they really need to stop pulling that shit, and taking the most popular stations with the most popular programs off for less than a week/ hours.

meeehhhhh. I should switch from cable to one of those fancy satellite things

PCE PCE
ps. BAHHHAHHAAHAHHA @ James Cameron.
pps. VOTE FOR MY BOYFRIENDS BAND: http://www.battleofthebands.com/amanaplannj

spring time

good evening. it's 5:43 pm and I'm bored. I haven't blogged in a while and I feel as though a lot has prevented me from doing so. school has been way too chaotic at times and the projects have become more and more overwhelming. I don't feel as if I'm as prepared as others to film my final project. it'll be my first use of dialogue and sound in a movie. MOS no more. the garbage in my kitchen has been piling up and I think I'm running out of clean utensils. i've been getting in way too over my head lately. I've taken on burdens and things I didn't need to be dealing with. I haven't gone to my internship in two weeks. between the stress of these projects and working its nearly impossible to get anything done, considering friday/ the weekend is when I film/write. I have no time. I start spring break on friday. I just want to lay in my bed at home for days and stare at my ceiling.




I selected my housing for next year, should be pretty interesting.

I cannot wait for this semester to be over




PCE

memento

just finished watching the movie Memento from 2000. needless to say it was one of the greatest crime thrillers i've seen. the movie is done in reverse. the ending is the beginning and so on... I cannot believe I fell for it. now as much as I would love to spoil the movie for those of you haven't seen it, I wont. watch it. it's amazing. highly recommended by me, if that even means anything.

resolution

3:09 PM. good afternoon. i've been really interested lately in celebrity gossip. i never was a sucker for perez hilton or us weekly, but that has changed. i still don't understand why younger attractive people believe that they need to be MORE attractive just to fit in with todays culture and high standards of the industry.

america's sweetheart and infamous child star, dakota fanning, has transformed into something unreal. she is beautiful, but she is only 15 and she resembles a 25 year old. hollywood makes these kids grow up too fast. and what's the deal with heidi montag? 30 procedures in one day... $30,000. not too bad. at first glance i didnt even know who it was! her face it too square and her nose is too narrow, don't even get me started on the rest of her body.  i honestly could care less what these people do to themselves, just as long as they're happy in the long run.

why all this? i want to reinvent myself. no im not getting plastic surgery. i've realized that people often take advantage of me. i'm a nice person but i'm not going to be a doormat any longer. i used to care what people thought of me, and if you're going to judge me... don't be my friend. whatever. over the past year i've discovered who my true friends are.

i've become a fan of ranting lately.
my interview went well yesterday.
and i'm not filming my movie anymore

COOL
pce

rebirth.

1:14 AM. good morning. the shooting challenge has begun and i received my script a day early! i've been reworking it and trying to make it my own, but it's pretty hard to stay within the rules. NO sva students, NO filming at sva.... NOTHING. so i might go back home to try and mooch off my friends "acting skills." i need to finish (start) editing my project, abandon hope. yikes.

ON SUNDAY: i saw these guys
passion pit

brahms
http://www.myspace.com/brahmsisaband


needless to say passion pit was AMAZING. the band, brahms, opened for them and apparently it was their first show. n00bz. they were beyond awesome and worth checking out! i couldn't believe they were unsigned. that band, Tragedy, wasn't as bad as i thought they would be! they put on a crazy and hilarious show filled with glitter, ass cheeks, and sex. glorious. a girl threw up next to me during their encore of stayin' alive. this created a huge circle in the crowd. people assumed there was SO MUCH SPACE up front where i was, so unknowingly they stepped right in the puke. they deserved it.

TODAY i had my first acting class. after freaking out an hour prior to it, i wasn't ready to get up in front of the class and "act." to be honest, i had a lot of fun. it wasn't as bad as I thought and i cant wait until next class.

welp this was really long and obnoxious.
i have an internship interview this friday! super stoked.
night world.

new york

1:36 PM. good afternoon. i'm officially back in nyc! my room is quiet and cold. it was still decorated for christmas, i packed everything up and redecorated a bit. i keep nailing things into the wall..... i'll probably have to pay for that at the end of the semester. oh well. I NEED A TABLE CLOTH! i swear new yorkers dont believe in table cloths or something, because i cannot find any. i went into four stores today and got a plastic one which looked like a dark pink/orange. FALSE. it was red. i really dont like red at all. it's really stupid because its see through so you can still see the hideous drawings on the table. dicks. i want a spring one with tons of flowers and bright colors, but i doubt i'll find one here.

TONIGHT i'm going to see PASSION PIT at terminal 5. i'm pretty excited about them but not for the opening band... Tragedy- A Metal Tribute to The Bee-Gee's. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it can be either really good or really really bad.


WELP i want my suitemates to come back now.
bye.


OH PS. i watched julie and julia last night. it was a cute movie about the joys of cooking and how these two women, despite the different time periods 1946 and 2002, clicked. The girl Julie randomly started a blog like this.... and it got me thinking.... NO ONE WOULD FUCKING READ IT. do people just lurk around blogspot and read blogs? oh god.

im done now.